mixed feelings...

i have a job offer..
someone tt recognise my abilities and would want me to help him..
however, i'm in a dilemma..
to pursue my interest but getting a much lower pay
or wait for a better opportunity

i've a friend who is in deep shit now..
he lose 300k in investment..
i dunno how to help him..

i shldn't be lamenting here..
but this is the only channel to express my feelings

i need booze