thanks to ari for designing this layout.. merci~~
like goto maki so much...
and i like this song.. luckily she has it.. if not i can't upload
*thank you*thank you*thank you*


i'm glad that everything is fine between dan and her..
i didn't really help much..
girl.. you are my precious darling too..
i dunwan anyone to hurt u..
love ya and stay cheerful always


went cruise today..
initially was quite looking forward..
but jinny n celest last min said couldn't make it
thus the rest of us were quite reluctant
saw e boss of konsortium express..
damn mrs goh.. she told him that i was the one who make e mistake..
thus cust. can't board the coach..
this happened quite a long time ago already..
yet she brought this up today..irritating
furthermore, i was only helping to collect the money..
it was may's customer.. i wanted to explain to the boss but mrs goh stopped me.. i'm SCAPEGOAT!!! oh nvm


i saw Michael today.. he still remembers me.. HEe..
though he is young, he is the director of the fly cruise.. plus he is not bad looking


pictures of the day (but quite blur)











(this is balcony cabin.. yet its so small.. i'll suggest u take inside stateroom if u were to go cruise)


(the captain's control room)


(antique) but this phone can be used..






YEAahh,, u got de bear bear... Hmm.. Let's hope it wont drop off ur bag... i hang it on my phone,, haha got too many accessories on my phone tho~ *bLeahx
Good to hear that ur attachment is finally over & u've gained alot over the few weeks,, learning & experiencing new things... ^^ Hope my attachment will b as fruitful too. (no idea when is mine)

hmm,, So wad to U intend to do w ur hair now that it's so-called ruin/not de way u like it ??
hahaz~

btww,,, my phoNeee is spoilt... mood-Swing i guEss,, suddenly the whole keypad cannt prEss,, stucked at the "pin number" screen... Then after that my daddy meddle w it,, can press liao. BUT the vol keep changing by itslf.. *wiERdd!! I was like,, put it on de table & suddenly,, the backlight is on & the volume adjustment jus decrease by itslf,,, then when i press de keypad,,, it'll show up && decrease further. If u noe wad i mean ?! hahaz gotta trade-in & use de $$ to change a new phone. mayb upgrade.. hmm~ Currently using dan's spare phone,, 3100. He wanted to lend me his N7610,, but i dare not,, WELL,, he's very particular abt keepin it flawleSs,, AND ppl like me ((so carelESss)) haha BETTER be safe than SORRY !! hahaz




we took neoprint,, as usual i deco,, he dun like those tt i deco cept for the one that he deco(with only a backgrd color). But i guess de main problem is,, he ask me wad i'll b doin tmr,, thurs etc... i told him,,"dont u hav to do ur own things too?" he was like"i was supposed to do sth else todae,, anw,, wadever i do u oso dun like...-->to me,, it means goin out w sel(a gal i dun like) & group,,, or clubbin w his bb mates...
From then on,, i walked behind him,, we both gave each oer cold shoulder... then he accompanied me to look for my sis (going home)
He walked me to her workplace before he bidded us goodbye. As he hurried,, n dashed across de road as my sis n i were walkin towards,, i saw his back view,,, i wanted to grab him!!im so heartbroken!!I dunno wad to do...
He msged me"let's put an end to all this. You hav too many commitments , n i hav too many expectations. U r NOT ready for a relationship,, at least w me. I had enough."
*sobx
OUR love is not strong.
We just cant work things out effectively.
He has his life,, and i have mine.
I dun go with his,, neither can he.
Maybe it's all meant to be ...
i feel soo sorry.
Im a lousy gf deaR !!
i cant sastify him... I sucks !! I dun meet his expectations !!
I cant give him my fullest attention ,, my time,, not enough care & concern!!
I know i know !! but there's nth much i can do...
Or ratherrrr.... I dunno wad to do.
Galll!! i feel soo shit !!




yesterday 15/6 went PS to watch house of wax with gk..
the movie is shOOo gross..


today fynn gave me a leather belt..so nice of her..
i told her that i like leather belt and she really buy 1 for me.. so swEet~~


erm.. i haf already booked the genting trip on 10-12 june..
going with my family, cousins and fynn..hEEe..so looking forward to it.. and we planned to go casino.. fake ur age ya...wahHHaa..
this 27 may we also going to cruise.. whOowoo..




yesterday was mother's day.
yet i was working..
liz came to look for me during my lunch hour.. together with wah, 3 of us went sakae..cos i promised to treat liz..
had my all time fav hana maki, gyoza and many more..
finished off with lava brownie..yummie~~

in the evening, went grandma hse to celebrate mother's day
had a scrumptious dinner..


today i went uob to change my signature..
my 1st time to bank.. so quite blur
but still.. everything is settled
guess will get my debit card soon






ah... i got a brand new zen micro.. hEEe.. cos the person was unable to repair my previous player, so he gave me a new piece.. though i can't change the colour..i'm still satisfied..
had a tough time uploading my songs.. spend the whole afternoon doing that..


later in the night @ 9.30, meet with my fwens for steamboat.. vin put us aeroplane.. disappointed..
anyway, we went marina zhen fa..cos its very late..so theres only few varieties..
thereafter, we boarded the last train home..
planning to go geylang, singing and pool session next wk.. Heee




sorRy to my attachment mates.. been showing some attitude lately.. guess was becos of the incident.. i need to fork out few hundred bucks for a terrible mistake i make.. and also being scapegoat of someone.. these irritate me alot.. but thanks to fynn.. she cheer me up.. she even bought this super cute toy robot just to hope that i'll smile..
PLssss.. hope attachment will end soon..


went shooPPing with thanda and apple today.. Hehe.. bought a bag.. imported from japan.. though is ex. but i still like it..
also bought a belt from S&K.. its cOOlL~~


went to adidas limited edition shop in search for a orange jacket i long for.. but can't find..
and fossil shop to look for a belt i found online.. also dun haf..
sad case..
saw alan when i pass by m1 shop today.. he gave me perfume.. so nice of him..


another thing is that my zen spoilt again.. lousy lousy lousy.. will never buy things from creative again..

tml will be having a small celebration with a group of fwens.. steamboat session @ tian tian.. HEee.. so looking forward to..

blog before i go to sleep..


on the 29th its my off day.. but still, i went back and find my colleagues.. haf lunch with them.. hee


on the 30th its also my off day..
so went shopPing with YS.. 1st we went to outram..she bought lots of cds at 5 bucks and its not pirated can...
thereafter, went to town and look for jiaxiu.. wat a waste that i couldn't work with her..cos of the sickening attachment.. wendy and ruth were there too.. miss them..


and then we started our shoPping spree.. bought 2 tops at zara.. while ys bought a jean @ gior..

apPle came to meet us and we went to nydc for dinner.. had mushroom attack.. yuMMie~~
after a scrumptious meal, headed to cine for singing session..
swear nv go cine again..CONner.. no k-student.. so had to take k-dinner..
damn... had second round of dinner.. anyway, i wasted the food..


ys went back home 1st..
den at ard 11pm, apple and me left that place..
called yuanxin..hoping that he can drive me home.. but he is still in town..
so we strolled from cine to city hall and caught the last train home..