Every moment...
Tuesday, May 17, 2005 | 10:05 PM
my world is back to black and white
we took neoprint,, as usual i deco,, he dun like those tt i deco cept for the one that he deco(with only a backgrd color). But i guess de main problem is,, he ask me wad i'll b doin tmr,, thurs etc... i told him,,"dont u hav to do ur own things too?" he was like"i was supposed to do sth else todae,, anw,, wadever i do u oso dun like...-->to me,, it means goin out w sel(a gal i dun like) & group,,, or clubbin w his bb mates...
From then on,, i walked behind him,, we both gave each oer cold shoulder... then he accompanied me to look for my sis (going home)He walked me to her workplace before he bidded us goodbye. As he hurried,, n dashed across de road as my sis n i were walkin towards,, i saw his back view,,, i wanted to grab him!!im so heartbroken!!I dunno wad to do...
He msged me"let's put an end to all this. You hav too many commitments , n i hav too many expectations. U r NOT ready for a relationship,, at least w me. I had enough."
*sobx
OUR love is not strong.
We just cant work things out effectively.
He has his life,, and i have mine.
I dun go with his,, neither can he.
Maybe it's all meant to be ...
i feel soo sorry.
Im a lousy gf deaR !!
i cant sastify him... I sucks !! I dun meet his expectations !!
I cant give him my fullest attention ,, my time,, not enough care & concern!! I know i know !! but there's nth much i can do...Or ratherrrr.... I dunno wad to do.
Galll!! i feel soo shit !!
sherlyn