Every moment...
Tuesday, February 01, 2005 | 11:26 AM
im moving out !my world is back to black and white
People are spring cleaNING.. whereas i goTta pack up n moVe houSe. my sIstas n i myslf r v reluCtant to moVe into a 4roOm , or raTher moVe out of dis cuRrent fLat. will giVe u de addRess aSap yah... aLL my meMoriEs for the paSt 16 yEars~ hEn sHe bu dE~
REcentLy, i'm haVin a liL squaBbLes w dAn dear againz... im nOt a good gF... i waLkEd put of him halFwaY duRing FUNKAmania lAst frIdAy... i dun tReat him vEry good~ buT do u noE im alRdy trYing my veRy beSts... he deMand/or rathEr eXpeCt alot from me... hE wans alot of timE frOm mE~ i noE~ buT u shLd noE mY moMmy is "sTrict"as in sTayin oVer in fRen's hsE n niTe liFe~ morEovEr im a girL... hE wanna go hoLidaY on anoEr isLand buT i canT go wiF him~ im 18, i haVe my oWn rigHts, bUt i'Ve to obEy mOmmy toO yah~ !! haiz... fEEl so loUsy~ noW tt he's siCk n i caNt tEnd to him evEry moMent as i'Ve loTsa of stUffs to finiSh up~ upcOming peRformaNcEs r drivin me nuTs liao~ im veRy tirEd~ i nEEd rest, buT i haRdly hav time to slAck at homE nowAdays~ haiz... School liFe~alWays skIpping my moRning lessons~ waIting for my waRning leTTers liao~ On e other haNd, im NO longeR clOse or aTTachEd to my gOOd fRen (helen) in my clAss, sHe's always ouT w anoeR gal in my clASs... i duN feel saD, neIthe do i fEel lefT out loRrr... EveryonE haS theiR righTs to chooSe their frenz yha... iVe gOt oeR gOod fRenz , this 2 gUys in my cLaSs.. n i do mingLe onCe in a whilE w my otHer claSsmaTes... one biG gRoup of gers..
LifE is still geTting finE...
SomeTimEs i yearn for anoEr part of me, a trUe n long-timE confidAte... somEonE who heAR my woRries... i noE i still haVe u, bUt therE r still conStraints isNt it ... ? Can i reLy on u forEver !? u haVe ur lifE, n i haVe minE too... iF having dAn is eNough... What morE do i aSk ?!
i apprEciatE Knowing u n wE'r stIll friends tiL now.. look at MEIYU eTc, wheRe r theY ? fRiends dun laSts do theY ?! FRiends forever, is it only jus saying or they mean real...
meanwhile taKe caRe ~ weather is baD, dun stufF ursLf w tOO much cHoc n heAty fooD !!
sherlyn