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As for e part u wanna noe... SHE decides to take e MRT w HIM which she dun usually go hm by that way~ she hiNted tt she hope tt he'll pei her wait for bus at wodlands int, but was indirectly rejected. in his msges, frm wad i rem he said" will b wierd wierd leh, i nv pei angelia(anoer colleague) wait for her bus oso mah, wait got misunderstanding"
sHe said "but she
He repliEd "still will feel weird... the most i treat u eat wadever u wan tmr lah.. sORRY X3"
She replied "nvm lahz... feel shi wang tt's all... but i got crushedx"
he was shoCked n said, "remain as frens 1st bah, dun forget u hav a bf, dun dink too much k"
eTc....
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nOw for family maTTers,
in shoRt daD owe $$ frm baNks, n his oWn siblings outSide.
he spLurged aLOTttx, e onli excuSe he gave was "urgent"sEems like he's joblEss now, as he's at home moST of e tIME.i sEe him lidDat, i realli heart pain ~but at e same time i cant help putTin all e blames on him as he brought it upon himself.He grumbled n sigh to himslf, i will admit tt we find tt VERY annoying, tt makes us dislike him more.yet he wont sTop gambLin (leSsen down now tho)...so hypocritical !!DoEs he really caRe for us?? or thosE r jus puRe woRds n nOO actiOns ??He said he'll mend his ways... but now ?WE dun c it !i noE he's old, it's really hard for him to get a new job n stuFfs...he can try hard to get business... but he sEems to give up.hE kept sayin sooo ridiculous n impoSsible expeCtations to us...
WE really jus wanna 'siam' from all thEse u noE !!i onli yEarn for a happy family... no more.. or will there ba miracle??
Mom's heArt is heartbroken n shattered now.. We nOe.She's tryin all mEans to keep this going...
Can he sTop all hiS liEs ..... ??
Livin in suCh feArs for e past fEw wEeks..... !!
Livin w soo much woRries...Livin a lifE that's im nt suppoSed to !!
i hate my life noW !!!! *sobx
i nid a support...i may sounds grEedy or wadEver...
i wan support both mentally n financially...
i duNNo how long i can lAsts....
i hav so many thgs tt i wan, sis told me to forget abt it, save em for ur pocket money nxt sem.im so scared of my future.
Im glAd tt DAN still accEpts me aft all diS...
He stood by me, n paid for practiCally most of my expEnses ...
his mom pays for eVerythg whn wE went ouT e oeR day~
i diNt spEnd muCh either, As in oTher than foOd, tranSports...
i waNted dis Esprit tOte bag, buT now, i choSe to forSake it... haiz... =(
im touChed by DAN, cos he's not v RICH, not woRking... jus a yr 3 studEnt on attAchment.
i loVe him yet im aWare of ouR huGe difFerneces, botH age gAp pf 6 yRs n prEfereNces... Together for 8 mthS le leHx...
No one noEs e futUre~ so juS live liFe dis waY~
Dink i goTta end heRe noW.. Hand tirEd...
sherlyn