We shld respect and cherish our loved ones be4 it is too late.

I was afraid of you when i was young. Thinking back, I know that you caned us for our own good.

Rmb how u chased us with a cane and how we ran to popo for help.. u were so strong back then.

I'll always call mum after the caning telling her i dun like you and i dun want to go your house.

This was the memory I've of you. Being stern and strong.

Of late, you admitted to the hospital very often.

Weili gor gor told us tt there was once he brought u to the hospital. Both of you were waiting for the doctor outside the waiting area. You got impatient and went in and scolded the doctor.

And u always scold the nurses when u were hospitalised.

However, you became weaker gradually.

Doc said you still have 6 months lifespan. I thought i still can spend some time with you.

I didn't go visit you after you discharged last sat as i thought I can go other days.

Until mum called last tues that you were admitted again and was in critical condition. Then i realised that I was losing you. I rushed to the hospital immediately before seeking permission from boss to leave early.

When i saw you, you were breathing through the oxygen mask and relying on morphine to ease the pain. I could see that you were in great pain then.

All the family members were presented and praying for you. Doc said though you may not react to us but you could hear us. We reminisced about our childhood and assured you that we will be fine.

Maybe you didn't want us to see you go. You left us when we told you that we will come back later.

After receiving the call, we quickly make a U-turn but it was too late. You were gone.

We were all overwhelmed with grief after the last look at you lying on the bed. Oxygen mask and needles off.

公公, you will always be remembered.

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
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quite true

mixed feelings...

i have a job offer..
someone tt recognise my abilities and would want me to help him..
however, i'm in a dilemma..
to pursue my interest but getting a much lower pay
or wait for a better opportunity

i've a friend who is in deep shit now..
he lose 300k in investment..
i dunno how to help him..

i shldn't be lamenting here..
but this is the only channel to express my feelings

i need booze




Stop the pretending game!!!
Stop being bossy!!!
Stop bitching around!!!

Your lill' actions irks me now..
FML! BITCH!




i hate pple being authoritative when she doesn't know anything... At times i find her almost arrogant...




i broke down again..
work is killing me softly..
i'm not as strong as u think i'm

(thanks Ash for offering ur listening ears.. only u can understand how i feel)




get me out quick...
the pple here are too hard to handle..




It was a crazy crazy night yesterday...
sorry Ashx for making you to go home late...
really appreciate that u were there...

club hopping with Ashx and Steff..

1st stop was KPO

She is tall... 170cm..




next, Arena



Ashx trying to imitate steff's signature smile.. (smile without teeth)



She looks cute in the below pics...







then we went to PLAY




Ashx imitates Steff's smile again..
















hate my work.. fml!!!




my wishlist:

Hermes Birkin




Balenciaga Motorcycle Bag




Burberry